Suede Brown

There was a bike path going through the forest preserve, running from Glenview to Lincolnwood. Back then, it was about nine miles long from start to finish. It was extended since, so I can’t say what it’s like today, but in 1977 it was a fast smooth surface with no cars busting down over you, save about 6-7 intersections. The public came out on the best days of summer, but rarely at night or when it rained, and never when it was cold.

I rode the bike path day or night ... every day at least 30 miles ... rain shine snow ice, cold, hot … it didn’t matter, it was my private racetrack and I knew every bump and groove along the way. On the nicer days, I would run down Lincoln Avenue to the loop and back in a 65 mile trek.

One cold wet day, with the pathway completely empty and nobody in sight, I stumbled headlong into a dangerous and unforgettable situation.

I was riding toward home, coming back from the loop and nearing Glenview Blvd. when I rounded the last curve and popped into the final parking lot. Without warning, I entered a charged meeting between some men up ahead. A man sitting in a car took immediate alarm at my appearance, and both our eyes locked on the other.

The fellow was sitting solo in a suede-brown car with a cream top, and his eyes were drilling me like reflective black holes. He was poised to reverse out and race off, and I saw it because, for some reason, my eyes could see the slightest change in balance inside cars.

Three men stood at suede-brown’s open window. The whole time they never turned their heads, and never responded to my presence. But instantly my attention was diverted by two more guys wearing suits and standing behind their car 35 feet away from the first group. There were a total of six men: 1 man sitting in the suede-brown car, 3 men clustered at his window, and then on the right side of the parking lot, the two suits standing behind their car, and my bike was aimed down the middle of both groups.

The suits reacted immediately. One stepped out to intercept me and the other moved toward the driver’s door of his car. I had been riding without hands, and dropped down and put my hands on the handlebars so nobody would think I was ‘drawing a gun,’ And just that quick, everybody stopped, and the man in the suede-brown car changed his glance and looked at the three fellows standing at his window. It was very quiet as I strode the last yards toward them, and my mind was soaking it all in.

I realized what this was. It was a meeting with the top mob boss in Chicago … I read about him in the paper … and it clicked, the two men in suits were FBI … and the paper wrote that the mob guy drove a very-distinct older brown car, and he would intentionally drive slow so the FBI would keep up and provide protection. And, oh shit, the top mob guy was trying to figure out who I was and why I was there. And believe me, he was reading everything.

I should've emptied my mind and passed by like it was nothing, but no way. Instead, I looked at the faces of the three guys standing at the boss’ window. I absolutely would not have done that except the FBI was there to protect me. Obviously in different circumstances, I would’ve wheeled the opposite way and run for the hills, but this was free America and I wanted to see the show.

Except the ticket wasn’t going to be free.

The guys standing at the boss’ window were incredible. They were the epitome of emotionless … like being invisible, but they kept their eyes on the boss who was reading everything through them to see if someone caused this or betrayed the meeting, and there was a huge informational vibration coming through the air. It was a spectacular display of electrical prowess.

Can you imagine the game at this level? But this was for real, and I was injecting myself inappropriately. The tiger was walking where he shouldn’t, and poachers were about.

I rode to end of the parking lot but instead of exiting onto Glenview Blvd, I knew dead certain the boss would find out who I was, and in exchange for the information, I wanted a look at him too… … it’s just an insatiable curiosity to share with people I am forbidden by social standard to share with, so instead of leaving, I made a left turn down a reverse trail.

I rode a complete circle around the parking lot and entered again, from the same direction, and approached the men all over again in a fabulously arrogant move.


This time the tiger’s head went straight in the alligator’s mouth and tickled his tongue, except instinctively I understood not to look at the agents … I knew the situation demanded total alliance.

Passing for the second time, I looked into the car’s rearview mirror to see who was there. It was an audacious moment from a fomented mind, and honestly I was expecting to see pure evil, but what I saw surprised me …

… he was looking straight at me with both eyes … it was greed … it was the fiercest greed, but somehow grandfatherly, and he was saying something … and I answered back, ‘oh I can’t help you with that,’ and looked down and rode away.

The best and most powerful people can evoke an answer before you know something’s been asked … and they do it without talking … and that was this man’s genius. There was so much information coming out of him that he let you pick the truth about yourself, and then he read the whole book at a glance.

Those eyes showed a huge head that would drain the life right out of you. He forbid the other men from looking at me. It was total power.

And yeah, I rode away for the moment, but it wasn’t over … I hadn’t paid for the ticket, and that would take a couple weeks … and it happened within a mile of the same spot.

Chapter 41             suede-brown’s sentence

The day the ticket came due, I was cycling east on 4-lane Glenview Blvd, totally unaware, and riding four feet out from the curb, defiantly telling cars to stay away. I hadn’t looked back for a while … and an instinct said 'don't look back' .... I always followed those instincts .... and then wow … wow … suddenly this car powered next to me at 50-60 mph and missed me by what seemed a quarter inch … I instinctively yelled out in fear … and the car swiftly curved into the outside lane in a smooth heavy rush.

It was him. It was that older model silent-running suede-brown car with a cream top. Dam he snuck up behind me so quiet that my trained ears heard nothing … of course there was a second car making noise in the outer lane that masked his approach … but it was good, as close as you could come and he squeezed himself between the outer car and my bike with the precision of a master driver … and he did it in front of a witness while using his own unique car … knowing it didn’t matter if he skinned me alive …

It was perfect. It was violence; it was the price of admission. It was exactly what I wanted to see. But there was more.

I immediately looked behind to see if other cars were busting my way, but the road was empty. His handlers were not there that day. And now he was driving away, looking back in the mirror, and we had a powerful exchange. He eyes were shiny and dark, not like before … and he looked like a totally different man; far more regular, and younger, but filled with a vicious black glee.

My eyes shot back at him, ‘what did you do that for?’ But it was a ridiculous question, born of equity, and the answer back was a hard black field from his eyes, saying he was doing it, and this was it … it was a fierce determination saying he could smash over my head and dance in the blaze … and only that violence could scratch the itch inside his body.